“Am I making progress? If I am really honest, it seems to me that the
question is odd, even a little ridiculous. As I get older and death
draws nearer, I don’t seem to be getting better. I get a little more
impatient, a little more anxious about having perhaps missed what this
life has to offer, a little slower, harder to move, a little more
sedentary and set in my ways. Am I making progress? Well, maybe it seems
as though I sin less, but that may only be because I’m getting tired!
It’s just too hard to keep indulging the lusts of youth. Is that
sanctification? I wouldn’t think so! One should not, I expect, mistake
encroaching senility for sanctification! But can it be, perhaps, that it is precisely the unconditional gift of grace that helps me to see and admit all that?
I hope so. The grace of God should lead us to see the truth about
ourselves, and to gain a certain lucidity, a certain humor, a certain
down-to-earthness” (Gerhard Forde).
What if spiritual progress is not about learning to sin less, but
admitting our need for grace more? Is it possible that the only thing
that can transform us into what we ought to be, is the invitation to
come as we are?
1 John 2:12, 1 John 3:20, 1 John 4:18-19
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