One answer I don't hear articulated often:
Because of the faulty premise widespread in the evangelical
consciousness that believing the gospel at conversion sets a permanent,
invariably sustained trajectory of gospel-believing for the whole of
one's life.
Following conversion, do we believe the gospel, looking to Christ alone for our righteousness and joy, the rest of our lives?
Yes and no. We need to discern a distinction.
At conversion, we trust in Christ, believe the gospel, at two levels:
the doctrinal level of mind-assent, and the existential/psychological
level of heart-trust (what the old saints called fiducia). The
snare is that we naively collapse the sustainability of the latter into
that of the former. We think that because we believe the gospel
doctrinally the rest of our lives, we believe the gospel psychologically
the rest of our lives. But au contraire! One belief-level is static, the other dynamic.
I'm a soteriological Calvinist. At the most fundamental level, I am an
irreversible 'believer' the rest of my life, by the grace of God. But at
another level I move from believer to unbeliever (from
faith-in-Christ-exercising to faith-in-Christ-forsaking) dozens of
times, hundreds even, each day. At the doctrinal level we look to Christ
with sustained, consistent permanence. But at the existiential level we
keep faltering, keep swiveling away from Christ and looking to other
saviors--even Christian saviors like theological erudition or Bible
memory or service in the church or spiritual reputation.We can forsake
heart-level gospel-trust in the very moment of defending it
theologically. (Haven't you ever heard an evangelical theologian defend
atonement or some related subject with self-justifying defensiveness?
What's going on there?)
If we discern this distinction--if we perceive that while on one level
we see the gospel in a once-and-for-all way (doctrinally) but that on
another level we keep lapsing time and again into gospel blindness
(existentially/psychologically)--we find one more reason the gospel is
for Christians.
Dane Ortlund
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